Thursday, June 7, 2007

The Falling.......


It was past 6.30 in the evening. To my surprise, the watchman’s cabin was empty. Good! I told to myself. I escaped one question .But even otherwise I’d some answer that was so much convincing.
As I climbed through the steps, many a thoughts rushed into my mind. I remember the coffee chat I used to have with my dear friend. The way my classmates giggled at our “step response”!!!. Yeah! we were always in those steps, obviously with our coffee .
The steps grew up. I felt as if my pace was slow, but not that of my heart. It was beating like never before .I even wondered if it’s gonna burst off.
Well, I now reached the terrace. I ‘ve seldom been here before. As I advanced to the tor of the building, my beats were atmost its peak. Infact it was almost unheard. Seems like it’s reached a point of saturation, alike my thoughts..I checked my pocket. Yes, I’d them with me. Two chits. One, for the person who’s influenced me all through my school days, with whom I’ve spend that wonderful part of my life..who was almost everything for me,..she’s my twin soul. And the other, for that person whom I think is responsible for where I’m today,..on top of this building!!
I never know what game is life playing with me. I only wish I had an explanation. I only wish….so many things.
My dear friend,
“””””Am I all alone? I can see you. You are out there standing on the ground and waving at me. I understand that you cant be always there” with” me, though you are always there “for” me. It definitely makes a difference!!””””
I can see a very open sky out here. All blue with clouds swaying away. Don’t you think they are a little fast? Must be late to get home!! I smiled to myself..
It’s getting darker and darker and I feel a little relaxed. You need to be strong, bold, and daring….YES!!!!!
I looked upto the sky. I am unable to sanctify my deed, I admit. But then there’s no look-back. I felt something really intense in my mind. I looked down the storey,
…AM I REALLY GOING TO FALL DOWN??? ….
A cold breeze puffed over my shoulders. I walked down the memory lane.......!!!